Macarons for the 6th and 7th time

sigh..... i failed again. Making macarons for the 7th time in 2 months. Yes, 7th time. I had never failed so many times in my entire life. This is the first time. It's really very depressing. I have been trying out different recipes but none works. The closest was my 5th macarons, almost have feet but didn't really came out. The 6th and 7th time was using the same recipe but with lesser icing sugar and the time of beating the egg white was also different. Resting two was up to 2 hrs, but makes no difference.. sigh... so sad....

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6th Macs Recipe (rest for over 1hr, below 2hr)

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- 50g Ground Almond

- 5g Cocoa powder

- 50g icing sugar

- 45g egg white

- 35g caster sugar

7th Macs Recipe (rest for over 1hr, below 2hr)

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- 50g Ground Almond

- 50g icing sugar

- 45g egg white

- 30g caster sugar